[ It's the silliest thing, but whenever he calls her Bex, it makes her happy. She'll often mention it to new friends and say it's what friends call her... but people rarely do. Maybe they think she's joking, being tongue-in-cheek. But Eddie, he'd just rolled with it, and now she kind of melts a little bit whenever he says it. Not as much as when he calls her baby, but still.

She likes that feeling, but it scares her. Part of her wonders if it'll always be so scary. Her anxiety around it sure doesn't seem to be lessening, no matter how much she gets used to it. Not that she'll ever let it show, especially not when they're having an afternoon like this, wrapped up in each other and she's so excited to be trying new things. ]

So... we watch each other touch ourselves, and resist the urge to switch where our hands are? [ Becca laughs softly as she lays this plan out, because she knows it'll be just as hard for her to keep her hands to herself.

She definitely wants to go get the lube, however, the way they're lounging close while she strokes him feels so nice, she's not quite ready to pull away just yet. So she lets herself take a few seconds, thumb brushing over the head of his cock as she nuzzles into his neck. It's brief, just a quick moment to breathe him in and calm her nerves a bit - as excited as she is to try new things, especially with Eddie, she's always a little nervous. She just can't help it.

Unfortunately, she has to let go of his cock to turn and dig around in her bedside drawer, pulling out a small bottle of lube. ]

Okay, got it. Should I bend over again or just lay back?